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Friday, December 3, 2010 @ 9:43 PM


Dear Blog,

Bad start to my holidays. I didn't like today AT ALL. Serious, yet I am to the optimistic one that talks about all the good things that happen each day and stuff but today; there was no light on the side of the rainbow. No Joke.

Nothing good happened today. I woke up late around 10am. I didn't even get to eat breakfast or do anything and my mum comes home from Grocery Shopping and yells at me for not washing the dishes T_T I know right? But meh; too much energy to hold that small grudge; that energy can be used for other things such as BEING HYPER AND HAPPY!

My parents have been yelling at me for the whole day and hassling me; I don't blame them though. I have been a total ass today so I forgive them :) I was pretty annoyed and irritated ever since I woke up. I don't know why though; it's probably because I'm just plain annoying to everyone and didn't want to do anything but sleep. I have pissed my mum off so much today. She deserves better than that. I feel really guilty right now for being so rude and disrespectful to her and that goes for my dad too. I should really be more grateful and respect my parents more. NO WONDER I'M SUCH AN ASS.

I'M TRULY SORRY.

Well, yeah. I just had to get that out of my system; that's only part of it the other half is still going to be in my mind for probably a while before I can forgive myself and move on but that is probably going to take a while. I know that it sounds clichéd but no one knows how I feel. Don't you guys ever feel like your friends don't know what's going on since you just tell them that you are fine and just put on an okay face which makes them believe that you are fine? And all you want to do is cry in your room? Although that's how I feel right now, I can't cry because yeah. Just bleh. Don't want to and can't any ways. But yeah, I can't do anything about it so that's why I'm blogging about it; to try and release the anger and depression.

But any ways, ttyl. Hopefully, tomorrow will be a better day where there's an extremely bright light that will blind my eyes at the other end of the colourful rainbow of friendship and happiness.